177.) A boy broke my heart today. A boy got my hopes up today. A boy crushed my self-esteem today. A boy made me cry today. He always does this to me. And the sad part? Even when he treats me like shit today, if he talks to me tomorrow, I'm happy. I like him that much. I make him a priority when he makes me an option. I spend everyday waiting for him to decide to talk to me. I spend all day thinking about him, when I know he probably doesn't care half as much. And I can't do anything about it. When I met him, I tried not to be happy, because I knew something bad would happen. Something bad always happens. He just proved me right. I just wish he didn't make me feel important when obviously, I'm not. Not to him.